SO, week five, wowwww time FLIES! gotta write a paper today and start studying for midterm on fridayyy. I was discussing with my friends yesterday at lunch about how we all have serious cold cases of senioritis! JAHSKFHAKJFH, we were forced to go to a film forum (aka watch a movie and stay for the discussion afterwards) at 7pm sooo we decided to head over to the pub before the movie.
haha, probably something i would notttt normally do. in any case, i had so much fun, there needs to be more mondays like these.
As for that paper i need to write…. yeah I should probably go start it…. arwarwarawr
oh and hey! im writing more often, yay for tumblr!
you know what’s annoying? when girls try to or rather always give their opinions (especially when they’re not even asked for) about boys. It’s like you decide to tell them a part of your day, and as soon as they hear there was a boy involved, its like OMG he totally likes you, or what’s going on there? or blah blah blah, all this stuff. even boys love to share their opinions on this shit, like “yeah, a guy would definitely never do that unless he likes you.” Since when do we generalize on how people act or feel depending on the sex of the person? Then girls go all crazy, “if she says he likes me, he MUST like me!” Then the girl begins to over analyze the situation and BAM, recipe for disaster. Next time just go with your gut feeling, don’t listen to others, and if you’re having a fun time with a guy just as friends, try not to over analyze the relationship and think more of it. YES.
that’s my little rant for today
on a side note, still kind of sick, idk if im getting better, the cold is just sort of moving on through its cycle i suppose.
andddd less than seven weeks left!
also this is random, I was reading over old blogs on MYSPACE that I used to write to aloy, and wow, either A) I was crazy in love, or B) I was a very naive 19 year old.
hah either way, it’s kind of sad how you that spark eventually dies, and you begin to get too comfortable with a person. I mean I used to think it was cute that Aloy spent his whole day playing video games. Now im so effing annoyed. haha
I wish I had inspiring and encouraging words to share with the world, but I do not. Makes me kind of sad, what’s the point of blogging if there isn’t anything deep to say? Hah. It’s funny because you tend to be deep, or rather deep in thought and therefore you think you’re deep, when you’re sad, or things are not going your way. In conclusion, I guess it’s a good thing that I have no clever remarks to share because things are going swelll!
I have worked out: sunday, monday, tuesday, wednesday of this week (let me remind you it is still currently wednesday) and have been counting calories for a full week. And i’ve never felt better. Here’s to a healthier me!
Oh, and school is going well, i suppose =) I love this quarter, and I love my friends, and I love life, and I love my boyfriend, and I love that I have a plan after graduation.
Already end of week three, unbelievable! its going by soooo fast!
So many things to do! and plan for!
I need to diet/lose weight asap and find a graduation dress!!!! ahhh
are midterms already coming up? i swear spring break ended like yesterday! haha, damn i guess taking 20 units + work + extra curricular makes it all go soo fast! less than 2 months away from graduation! crazy!
Also, so close to being three years with aloy! I can finally say we made it through long distance, however if you’re reading this aloy, i hate youuuuu
andddd another thing, i totally failed at posting on tumblr, I end up looking at pictures of corgis instead! haha! also i’m sad i am broke due to new car, but horray for new car!
People's lives change. To keep all your old friends is like keeping all your old clothes. Pretty soon, your closet is so jammed and everything's so crushed and you can't find anything to wear. Help these friends when they need you, bless the years and happy times when you meant a lot to each other, but try not to feel guilty if new people mean more to you now.
it only really starts once school starts…. and you write the date, and for the first week or so you keep forgetting were in a new year so you have to erase what the 0 and turn it into a 1. hahaha
but anywayyyyy i guess i’m glad i got to spend time with loved ones… even though we had zero plans and ate at a whatever restaurant for an expensive price… next time we’ll eat on a cruise… and actually be able to see the fireworks. hhahahaaaaa
now offf to breakfast!
my 2010 was whatever…. more excited for 2011! my life is sort of starting nowww i guess! 21! graduation! hopefully study abroad (Well maybe, idk!) moving back… ahaha
i’m expecting more this year, and i’m more excited. it feels more… real
you really think you can depend on someone… then you can’t.
I guess i’m not passive-agressive enough or whatever.
I guess maybe I expect just a tad bit more from people, but if you don’t how can you say it’s even real? What’s the point in trying?
Everyone leads their own life, everyone seeks their own needs, eventually that catches up to some friendships. Effort eventually stops… or maybe it was never really made, it was more just “hey, i’m bored we should chill”
Just meaningful encounters with one another, without any purpose of ever actually being able to depend on one another…
that just really isn’t worth it to me…
I guess mother was right
there really are no real friends in life
because at the end of it you really were just trying to get ahead of life, trying to better your own life, not anyone else’s
I woke up thinking it was ten, it was really nine =)
I got to chat it up with the bf, read, and do some homework for tuesday =)
thennnnn i got up! did laundry and worked out! I actually ran/speed walked for a good 3 miles or soooo wooot! And I got to watch some law and order while doing laundry! I felt so productive!
THEN I decided to go to utc. I was super hungry and craving nachos, but the mexican place was closed, so I kept walking and was heading towards trader joes when I saw Le Diplomate cafe! I had tried it once before and hated it, but everyone said to try the chicken sandwiches, so I finally did, Chicken. Mushroom. Broccoli. Garlic Sauce. OMG. To die for! LOVED it, and of then soup chips and a drink woooo, i was so happy!
THEN i got to take a niceeee longggg hottttt shower, felt so good after what i had thought was already a great day! i decided to lay in bed and rest for a bit, my mom had called and i had to call back, but i was eating so she said she’d call back. Eventually I finally called back, haha. She wanted to order some shoes for my aunt, so I did…. and of course we keep talking about shoes we both like. Long story short, she bought me some TOMS AND THE FLATS I WANTED FROM UO WOOOOO
now im finishing up some readings, then going to watch house. ahhh
Sunday. YOU’VE BEEN TOO GOOD TO ME.
not to mention, it IS mine and aloys month anni. 2 years. 5 months.
I know these posts are fucking redundant as hell, but it’s the only way to let out anger. Hahaha, I’m not saying i’m a picky person and shit. But don’t go around telling me to fucking clean up after myself when you yourself are nasty. First off, not to be judgmental and shit but like your food looks nasty as fuck and when you don’t wash your dishes immediately then everyone has to be subject to it? Like who wants that? No one wants to be in the kitchen about to cook and have to gag when wanting to eat. Just fucking clean up as soon as you’re done. Fucking make TIME for it, fucking piece of shit. How about telling YOUR fucking roommates to fucking DO THEIR FUCKING CHORES FOR ONCE. wiping down the counter with a fucking wet paper towel is not fucking cleaning the kitchen. Get your shit straight, we fucking bought so many different types of cleaning supplies, fucking USE THEM. Shittt, and SERIOUSLY IS THE FUCKING CONNECT FOUR AT THE EDGE OF THE FUCKING TABLE NEXT TO THE WALL A BIG DEAL. THIS IS WHY I COULD CARE LESS OF MY OWN SHIT. For all I know, I will be more of a bitch now, and ignore your ass, cuz you clearly ignore everyone when it comes to being considerate about doing your fucking chores. And another thing, don’t act like you’re the shit and are perfect when you haven’t even paid for the fucking couches. NONE OF YOU HAVE, LIKE WTF? You guys have it soooo fucking easy living with me and maritza, you have no idea. you’re fucking lucky as shit, so you know what? let’s make it easy and how about we ignore each other and act like we don’t even live with each other. that will be much better. So how about I take away everything of mine, and go about my business. I hope that makes your life easier, cuz it sure as hell will make mine easier.
This is just me, venting =) Please ignore.
p.s. you’re ugly. and very, very annoying. My mom always taught me to open my mouth and talk. But you, seriously need to learn to fucking keep that shit SHUT.