you really think you can depend on someone… then you can’t.
I guess i’m not passive-agressive enough or whatever.
I guess maybe I expect just a tad bit more from people, but if you don’t how can you say it’s even real? What’s the point in trying?
Everyone leads their own life, everyone seeks their own needs, eventually that catches up to some friendships. Effort eventually stops… or maybe it was never really made, it was more just “hey, i’m bored we should chill”
Just meaningful encounters with one another, without any purpose of ever actually being able to depend on one another…
that just really isn’t worth it to me…
I guess mother was right
there really are no real friends in life
because at the end of it you really were just trying to get ahead of life, trying to better your own life, not anyone else’s